I'm really confused. I can't wait until I leave this town. I feel like I fucked everything up here. 

Maybe I'll do better in the next place. 

I was sewn backwards or something. I don't care enough about the people that actually matter, and care way too much about the people who don't matter at all. 

Maybe in a new place, where no one knows me, I'll be able to do better. Just be myself from the beginning.